WHY????? & update

UPDATE: After reading all the wonderful comments that were left on the previous post, I am now crying tears of relief, joy, and happiness. So what that my wallet was stolen..... it sucks, yeah. But staff at the school were so upset that they gave apologies and tried to find the wallet, some students gave their apologies and one boy even gave me a hug. I am glad that I work at a school that is filled with such caring staff and students.

I will not let one bad apple destroy my happiness.

I WILL NOT LET THIS INCIDENT DESTROY MY DIVAHOOD. This has taught me a lesson, lock up your wallet every second of the day. Now I'm gonna play with Balboa, nothing cheers me up better than my grunting and snorting little boy.

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My wallet was STOLEN at work by one of the students!!!!!!!

I tried so hard to keep it together, but now I'm just done. I am sitting here sobbing uncontrollably. I have to pay $30 for a new drivers lisense, $30 THAT I DON'T HAVE!!!! I had to cancel all my credit cards and wait for new ones to come in the mail. WHY????????? What else is going to happen. WHY ME????? I occasionally bake cakes and even baked cupcakes for Valentines Day for those kids and they steal my wallet.

I hate feeling like this. I hate feeling down, because its so hard to get out of the funk. I just can't stop crying........................

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trying to juggle all my eggs..............

Always a DIVA, even when its hard..........

I am so upset though, I wanted to take classes over the summer to earn more credits, but now we owe LOTS of money for taxes (cuz we are in a higher tax bracket ????). So now instead of making some more money so that I could get rid of my debt, I'm just paying off more debt?!?!?!?! ---- its just so fustrating!
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It's funny............ everything happens for a reason. Sometimes its hard to understand, or it takes years to understand why, but there is a reason for everything. Some girls at work were/are pregnant, I am very happy for them. They are/will be great mothers. Years ago, all I could think about was getting pregnant. We've gone to fertility clinics but ran out of money and emotional strength. So I was hoping to take classes, to earn more credits, to make more money the next year...... so that eventually we could pay off debt to pay for fertility treatments and so Tony could be the stay-at-home parent. But now that plan is off.
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So I'm back to everything happens for a reason..... Sure if we had a child now, we would probably be in worse financial standing and how would I juggling my job and pay for child care????? So I know that its better that we wait until we are at least halfway out of debt. It still doesn't make it easy, especially when people who are married for less years than Tony and I are pregnant, when each year I'm getting older, when it seems that I'm at that age when everyone is pregnant.
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I also get very touchy about letting others know, because I can't stand the unsolicitated advice.

• why don't you adopt
• don't think about it
• you're still young

OKAY, enough of me complaining and moaning. I have a wonderful and funny husband, I have a beautiful and loving doggie Balboa, I have great neighbors, I 'm enjoying being the Secretary on he Board of Directors at my condo association, I have an exciting job, I'm part of the DWB family, I live in a great neighborhood, I am getting healthier and back in shape every day, I love my signature style of curly black hair, I'm loving my new sexy red phone, hmmmm what else.... I'll have to get back to you......

What do you all love? What are you all proud of?

I have so many blogs to catch up on.....can't wait to see what you all been up to..